Pills

A strange quietness
I feel a kind of stillness
Feel peace

I had no worries, neither was i disturbed
Seemed like all darkness was lifted up in a moment

I stopped punishing myself
[punishing my body by overdosing on sugar and drinks
Two things that I at other times avoid at all costs.
Taking large amounts of sugar and drinks
has the same effect on me as the drugs]

I was back to my harmless self
I sat down to reflect quietly
I realized it was not my fault
I stopped blaming myself
I stopped feeling worthless

I had taken my anti-depression pills


P.S. Due to many things happening, I had forgotten to take my pill at the right time. This caused                much trouble.